JASON REYNOLDS

writin' and whatnot

Not feeling like myself

Today was weird. I don't know why. I just wasn't really feeling like myself. Well, I was. But not the self I actually like to feel like. I like to feel like the self that is smiling, and laughing, and taking life with a grain of salt (and a shot of whiskey).

But today I was the self that has a full moon in his belly, is a hiccup away from a cuss-out, and could walk away from everything.

Wonder what it was. Probably just life. Probably just me. Doesn't really matter.

Tonight, I'm gonna polish up my smile. Put a new battery in my laugh. Gotta get ready for tomorrow, because I, the other me, is making a comeback.